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  “How’s your appetite?” he asked. “I have it marked here that a month ago you were struggling with breakfast, but were famished by dinner.”

  “She’s not eating either time,” I said. “We’re trying to supplement her diet with protein powders, but all she can keep down are pudding cups.”

  Dr. Lemonis glanced at me. He had made it very clear in our first few meetings that he wanted Mona to answer for herself, but she hated talking about her failures. I didn’t like going against his wishes; he was the best doctor in the state that money could buy and had the most experience dealing with breast cancer. He was the expert, not either of us, but I’d like to watch him try and guilt mom into doing anything she didn’t want to do. I paid the asshole; I could fire him in a heartbeat and fly in the next best doctor available.

  “And what about your energy levels? Are they the same?” he asked.

  Mom answered for herself this time. “Some days are better, others not so much. Last Saturday, do you remember how beautiful it was last Saturday? The sky was clear without a single gray cloud, and the grass seemed greener than it had been in months. Last Saturday, Karen helped me take a walk around the garden.”

  I tried to remember where I was the previous Saturday. I had decided on my sobriety weekends and had taken the boat out for a few hours in the afternoon. Had I known mom was enjoying her afternoon in the garden behind her house, I would have joined her. I never admitted it aloud, but I appreciated the lush garden that I added last minute in the layout of the construction.

  “And how long were you able to walk in the garden?” Dr. Lemonis asked.

  “I think I was out there for an hour,” she answered. “I was covered in a shawl because of the breeze, but I remember watching the birds fly from feeder to feeder.”

  “I would have joined you,” I said from behind. “Why didn’t you call me?”

  “I was hoping you were on a lunch date with a woman,” she said. “Don’t squash my hopes.”

  “There’s no woman,” I muttered. “How many times do I have to tell you?”

  “Until my last breath, and even then, I probably won’t believe you.” She smiled at me as Dr. Lemonis watched our exchange with narrowed eyes.

  “Mona,” he said and looked at her. “We took some samples last month, do you remember?”

  She nodded. “It pinched like the devil.”

  I squeezed the chair behind her, remembering how happy the family in the waiting room had been.

  “I have the results,” he said.

  “Well?” She leaned forward in her seat, and I copied her movement.

  “I’m afraid the cancer has spread.” He opened up a file and gestured at some numbers and figures that made little sense to us. “We were trying to contain it, remember? Keep it confined to just your breasts, but it has metastasized to other areas.”

  “Where?” I demanded. “Where did it spread?”

  Mom was beginning to tremble in her seat, and I clenched her shoulder in support.

  “The lungs, liver, and,” he paused, staring at the file beneath his hands. “I’m afraid the brain.”

  I considered snatching the file out of his hands; there had to have been a mistake.

  “The brain?” mom asked. “Are you sure?”

  “It’s been confirmed, yes,” he said. “But this has happened before. We’ve had plenty of patients make a full recovery after a metastatic diagnosis.”

  “Yeah, but, in the brain?” Mom shook her head.

  “What does this mean now?” I asked. “Brain surgery?”

  Dr. Lemonis hesitated, flipping through the pages in the file. “Not necessarily, no. This specific area of the brain is a high-risk area. Surgery would have a high likelihood of permanent brain injury.”

  “Meaning brain dead,” Mom clarified for him. Both Dr. Lemonis and I winced at her blunt words.

  “Yes.” He nodded. “Unfortunately, brain surgery is off the table.”

  There was something he wasn’t saying, something important that I felt was capable of changing our lives. I was afraid to ask it, but apparently, mom wasn’t.

  “Is it terminal?” she asked, her voice low.

  “Yes.” Dr. Lemonis’ face didn’t betray any emotions, and I wondered how easy it was for him.

  “How long?” I asked and took a seat beside mom. “How long does she have?” Mom took my hand in hers and squeezed.

  “I’m afraid putting a number on it would only hurt the chances of recovery.” He nearly stumbled over his words. “Every case is different; I couldn’t give you a proper number based on anything.”

  My fist slammed on the table, making the doctor and my mother both jump. “You’re going to tell me how long she has right now or this fist is going so far up your ass you’ll be diagnosed with colon cancer,” I demanded.

  “Gavin,” Mom chided me as the doctor ruffled his papers and looked through a stack beside his desk. He seemed to be considering his next words very carefully.

  “Six months would be the longest I’d give you,” he said directly to Mona. “No more.”

  Mom straightened in her seat, and I leaned forward and buried my face in my palms. Six months? There has to have been a mistake.

  “Check again,” I demanded. “I want you to verify everything you’ve told us. I don’t care if it takes you the rest of the week and you have to reschedule every other appointment you have. I’ll pay you extra. Check the damn prognosis again.”

  “Mr. Hayward.” Dr. Lemonis raised his hand. “Of course I’ll verify everything, but it’s already been verified by several experts in the field.”

  “I don’t give a shit; check it again,” I said. Mom squeezed my shoulder and stood, her legs weak and wobbly. I stood and helped her balance on her feet.

  “Gavin, don’t threaten my doctor. He’s the one that gives me drugs,” she said as she led me out of the office. “Thank you, Dr. Lemonis, for your time.”

  He was professional as he said his goodbyes, and I helped mom through the hospital. The family wasn’t in the waiting room anymore, and I was almost relieved. I wasn’t sure what I would have done had I seen them.

  Mom leaned against my arm as we returned to my car. Six months echoed in my head, a constant reminder that was itching at my consciousness and telling me to say something, anything, to my mother. But she remained quiet as I helped her in the passenger seat and pulled the seatbelt across her body.

  Sitting behind the steering wheel felt different somehow, and then I realized everything felt different. Mom hadn’t been right; for the first time in my life everything wasn’t going to be okay. I gripped the wheel tightly and started the car, peeling out of the parking lot and onto the highway with more speed than mom was used to. I needed to fill the empty space around me with anything, and turned the volume on the radio as high as mom’s ears would allow it.

  We both remained silent for the majority of the ride until I merged onto the exit for our neighborhood.

  “Dr. Lemonis said every case was different,” she reminded me. “We can’t forget that.”

  I lowered the volume until just the barest music could be heard. “You’re seriously not trying to put a positive spin on this right now.” She always did this at the worst times possible.

  “Why not?” She smiled. “Gavin, your anger controls you. Don’t let it get the best of you, not this time. Everything happens for a reason, and we’ll figure out what this reason is soon enough.”

  I opened my mouth to argue against her naive encouragement, but Dr. Lemonis’ voice echoed in my head again with six months. I didn’t want a memory of arguing with my mother in the car, just as much as I didn’t want to plan her departure in six months.

  “You’re right.” I reluctantly gave in. “I’m sorry, mom.”

  “Don’t be, sweetheart. God’s given us a shitty hand to play with, but it’s all we got so we might as well play them,” she said. Karen was waiting outside her house when I pulled into the circular driveway.
r />   “How are you feeling?” she immediately asked mom as I helped her out of the car.

  “A little thirsty,” mom said. “I’m just going to get a cup of water.”

  “Let me get that for you, Ms. Hayward.” Karen tried rushing into the house, but mom shook her head.

  “I can still do things on my own, damn it. And I’m going to pour my own cup of water.” She entered her house on her own. Karen glanced at me, possibly expecting me to put some sense into mom, but instead, I told her of the prognosis.

  “Oh heavens,” she breathed. “I’m so sorry, Mr. Hayward.”

  I didn’t have the energy to correct her. “I think mom is trying to get some independence back,” I said. “It might be best to give her some.”

  I followed Karen into the house and found mom leaning against a kitchen counter with a water cup half empty and a puddle dripping from the counter toward the wood-stained floor. Karen immediately wiped it up, but neither of us said anything about it.

  “I love you,” I said and kissed her forehead. “I’ll see you first thing in the morning, okay?”

  She pulled me into a hug, her arm reaching around my neck as her skin shivered from the cold. I watched in the corner of my eye as Karen started a fire in the living room.

  “I love you so much, my Gavin,” she whispered in my ear. “So impossibly much.”

  “Nothing’s impossible,” I whispered back. I pressed one last kiss against her forward, said goodbye to Karen, and returned home.

  I had two missed calls from Ron. I threw my phone onto the couch, not particularly caring if it got lost within the pillows, and slammed my head against the door to my liquor room. Six months? What were we going to do? My fists met with the metal door, slamming into it as if it was the same punching bag in my gym. My knuckles grew bloody, and my skin tore with each hit, but I didn’t stop until I was out of breath.

  I opened the door and stepped into a room 10 degrees cooler than the rest of the house. I picked an unopened bottle of bourbon and a smooth glass from a corner shelf and sat at the bar beside my kitchen. I poured an ounce, drank it, and then another two ounces.

  For the first time in my life, I had no idea what I was going to do.

  Chapter Four

  Maddie

  We didn’t have many ingredients to use for lunch in our kitchen. In fact, all I was able to scavenge was a tuna sandwich, half a pickle, and the crumbs from a bag of vegetable chips. At least there was half of a protein shake from breakfast that would keep me full until dinner.

  I prepared my lunch and sat against the wall in our dining room, reading over my most recent text conversation with Martin. He hadn’t been very happy to learn that the previous weekend hadn’t even gotten me a thousand new followers, and we were trying to pick a new trend to replicate that might get me more attention.

  My phone rang just as I was reaching the end of our conversation, and I answered it just as Ron, my cousin, asked if Nancie was around.

  “You know if you want to talk to her you could just call her directly,” I said. “She knows you have her number.”

  “That would make it less creepy,” he said. “And then what would you make fun of me for?”

  “God, literally everything else,” I said. “What do you want? I’m trying to finish this pathetic lunch so I can take selfies before that giant rainbow over the freeway goes away. Apparently, rainbow selfies are a new trend.”

  “I don’t think that’s possible,” he muttered. “Anyways, I caught too much fish that I couldn’t sell, so I’m having a fish fry tonight. I know how you models can’t afford to eat, so I thought I’d invite you.”

  My stomach growled as I took the last bite of my tuna sandwich. I could always go for more tuna.

  “I’ll be there,” I said. “But Nancie has another shoot.”

  “I’ll make some to-go boxes then. Seen you soon,” he said and hung up. I was grateful that I wouldn’t have to worry about dinner, but would never let Ron know that.

  Ron seemed to be the only family member who actually supported my life choices. His own mom had pursued her dream of becoming a published author, and his dad started the fishing business that Ron took over when he passed from cancer. He believed in following your dreams and even tried explaining the concept to my mom and dad. Ron tried explaining to me that in their own way, they had followed their dreams as well. It just so happened their dreams led to a life of crippling debt, settling, and rising bills.

  Nancie arrived home moments later with giant shopping bags swinging from her elbows that were stuffed with brand new clothing. Her most recent gig had paid well. I tried remembering the last gig that paid me more than $500, but it was a useless thought. These days I got paid just a couple of hundred dollars along with useless items as compensation.

  She pulled out shirt after shirt, gushing over the material and softness of each item. She got a few pieces for me as well, and I thanked her profusely. Nancie was always trying to get me more into high-end fashion than the department store clothes in my wardrobe.

  “I saw the prints today!” she gushed and sat across from me. She took a single bite from what was left of my half pickle, scrunched her nose, and threw it in the trash. “You realize that pickle was probably like a month old, right?”

  “It didn’t have mold on it,” I argued. “Anyways, how were the prints?”

  “Beautiful!” She showed me a few pictures on her phone. “I couldn’t snap too many photos, but this is the gist of it.”

  I brought her phone close to my face and stared at the fancy clothes on Nancie’s back. The photographer had used the perfect angles and lighting, making Nancie an angel bathed in a soft light as she posed on a bed of down feathers and rich, leather blankets.

  “You look amazing,” I said, trying to keep the jealousy from my voice.

  “You could have looked even better,” she said. “They used two stand-ins, and neither of them had your height or your complexion. You would have booked future gigs for sure.”

  I groaned, regretting going to dinner with my parents. “Don’t tell me that.”

  “Okay then.” She put her phone away and took out a pamphlet. “How about I tell you this instead?”

  I glanced at the words on the pamphlet, the name of a famous clothing designer in bold letters on top of a production company’s symbol.

  “What’s this?” I asked.

  “The biggest job offer I’ve ever gotten,” she could barely keep her voice from squealing. “I’m moving to California!”

  “What?” I snatched the pamphlet and read it twice over. “No way, how did this happen?”

  “One of the guys watching the photo shoot loved me, said there’s an open spot for a four-season modeling contract.” She grabbed my hand. “This means I’ll have regular photoshoots once a month, and it pays more than every gig I’ve gotten in the past five years!”

  “That’s amazing!” I said honestly. “Nancie, I’m so happy for you!”

  “I haven’t accepted yet,” she said and fidgeted in her seat. “It’s a huge decision, and they’re giving me a month to decide.”

  “Do you know what you’re going to do?” I asked.

  “I have no idea, but I’d be dumb to refuse this, right?” she asked me.

  “Take your time,” I said. “But yeah, you pretty much have to accept. This is what you’ve been dreaming about your entire life.”

  “And of course I’ll get contacts in Hollywood and send them your portfolio, so you can book a gig and move to California to be my roommate,” she said and moved her shopping bags into her room.

  I enjoyed her vision, but there was something wrong with it. Nancie’s dreams were coming true. It seemed like I still had a lot of work before I’d get anywhere with mine. I was beyond happy that Nancie’s career was taking off; she deserved it, she really did. But I would be lying if I said I wasn’t somewhat envious of her, especially when I was struggling to get followers. I checked my social media accounts one last t
ime before calling it a day. Twenty-one more followers.

  I eyed my gas tank as I drove to Ron’s house nearly on the other side of town. I hadn’t been planning on filling up my tank until the end of the week, which was still four days away. Maybe Ron would slip me some dollars alongside the leftovers. It wouldn’t be the first time.

  His house was a simple one story on the edge of a cul-de-sac, something that I always imagined a man settled down with a wife and kids would purchase and grow old in. That wasn’t Ron, of course; he was happier bringing home a different woman every night and sending her away before the sun rose.

  He greeted me at the door with a grin and a beer outstretched in his hands. I shook my head and moved past him toward the living room to set down my purse. His new puppy, an adorable, Great Dane named Milo, was snoring soundly on the couch.

  “I don’t waste calories on beer,” I said. “Especially when it takes like five of them to get a decent buzz.”

  “Sounds like a problem,” he said and replaced the beer with a glass of wine. I decided against complaining about the sugary calories in wine and accepted it. Milo woke with a groggy yawn and greeted me with kisses.

  “Thanks,” I said as I took the glass of wine. “How’s the fish fry going?” His house smelled of albacore and fresh spices, making my stomach rumble as the minutes passed.

  “It’s going,” he said. “You’ll have enough to feed the both of you for a month.” Milo promptly went back to sleep.

  “Until Nancie moves to California,” I said and sat on the couch. Ron raised an eyebrow. “She got a job offer there, the chance of a lifetime.”

  “No shit?” he asked and joined me on the other side of Milo. He sipped on his own beer as he kicked back and relaxed, and Milo stretched and made a comfortable spot on Ron’s lap. “Nancie in the States? How do you feel about that?”

  “I want to join her obviously,” I said. “God knows there’s way more gigs in Hollywood than there are in Fairbanks.” I welcomed the bitter wine on my throat.

  “Toothpaste commercials ain’t cutting it, huh?” he joked. I grabbed a pillow and chucked it at his head, not wanting to relive the awful week I spent smiling at a camera. The only things I got from that gig had been sore cheeks and a check for a hundred dollars.